I'm So Confused

Dazed and Confused

I don’t know what happen, But before you I was strong,

I had it so together, Until you came along.

You did something to me, What I still don’t know,

I was all about revenge, I’d laugh and then let go.

Anyone who hurt me, Or did me wrong in any way,

Always knew right from the gate, Somehow I’d make them pay.

They had to feel my pain, Weather it was right or wrong,

Justice I would always get, Because back then I was strong

Now here I am today, So much different than before,

Out of everyone I’ve dated, You’re the one who’s hurt me more.

At first I tried to pay you back, I wanted you to feel my pain,

I was so hurt and felt betrayed, And yes you were to blame.

But everything I did to you, For some reason hurt me more,

It was so confusing, My mind and heart were both at war.

My mind was saying “to pay you back”, My heart would say “girl don’t you dare”,

I don’t know what you did to me, Or even why I care.

What am I suppose to do, With what I’m now feeling inside,

I never should have let you see, Because now you’ve taken away my pride.

You’ve talked to bad about me, You’ve drug my name all through the dirt,

Everyone thinks I’m crazy now,  And you could care less if I’m hurt.

I hate who I have now become, This person I am today,

There’s so much I could do to you, But my heart forces me to walk away.