Blind and Numb

I want to close my eyes

Fall away from the rest of the world

Away from everything you make me feel

I want to bring a darkness

Blind you and make you numb, so to you

Everything is changed and nothing seems real

I want you to know

That looking at you makes me naseous

That everything you do, in its entirety, I find revolting

I want you to hurt

To tear down your walls to make you scared

So that everyone is wrong and all that is said is insulting

I want to make you me

So that I am you

And you can see what I have become