I Have To Have You

Some people call me weak

Because of my secrets that I keep

Some people called you worse

And the names were morose

But it was only because they couldn’t have you

And I didn’t know why they gave you such a big debut

I finally got to know you just as a passerby

And then I knew and didn’t have to wonder why

You were beautiful to me

So handsome and you were my brightest star constantly

I let myself down everyday

When I try to talk to you when you walk away

I was stupid and asked for help and advice

It seemed like I was trading in my dignity as a price

But I knew that I had to have you with me

I had to have you