Terrified.

Goose bumps all over my body
even his eyes make me shiver
I could front almost anybody
but not him not ever
violently shaking hands that i cant seem to grip
just his voice is a blow to the heart
any strength i have i am terrified with every bit
I think it will end before it will even start
my legs are numb i feel light and weak
but i know this has to be over and done
tears were already racing down each cheek
and i caught every single one
so i sat and closed my eyes
preparing myself for the torturous pain
I screamed and let out horrific cries
as he  punched and kicked
again and again
I cowered away into a little ball
trying hard to protect myself
but that never helped at all
as he picked up an object from the shelf
I was desperate and began to beg and plead
I grabbed onto his leg and screamed out "please no"
he struck me in the head and i began to bleed
and his leg i slowly let you go
I just dropped down to the floor making a massive thud
I was no longer crying, although i lay broken on the floor
I just lay there  seeing and tasting my own blood
I am proud of myself
for i am not scared anymore.