So long had it been

many years past

So long was my first time

to see familular yet nonfamilular blood

I'm running behind

first I get off at the wrong stop

Why donesn't anyone let me know

Where I need to be

Finally I await flight

trying to past time in reading

here I go

No looking back at well known skylines

hours pass and i see the smile

Warm hug and laughing tears

There she is

Inside I'm shaking

A long ride back but glad for it

the flight was longer and I couldn't stand it though

But there I was

with blood

With happiness

with family

Finally a chance to talk in person

alone sitting outside in the night air

Mountains before me

I break down into tears.

this is where I have always belonged

2 weeks pass and more blood is met

An aunt and uncle

Love is quickly felt

information and time well shared in few days

A grave I see and tears once again come over me

trying to remember a short lived 3 months

a wonderful grandmother who now is gone since 6 years past

But memories of her a fine mist of sea air

Tears flood me and a warm embrace is felt

My aunt is holding me close

sharing my sarrow

My sister could have cared less

no emotion does she show for family lost or found

Another week and soon I leave

My sis and I grow a little apart

 but the love is the same

And now here I am awaiting to return

Back to the puzzle

to place more pieces again.