I try to swim through the memories of you like an open ocean,
Those same memories that have plagued me since you swam away.
But the water has turned black, and the waves have stopped their
You noticed the hole in our hull, and took off without a sense of
I tried to repair the damages, to repair what was once so right,
You were so quick to escape, to jump overboard, to abandon ship,
I believed you when you said you would sail with me forever on
that midsummer night.
I was too naïve to notice our boat was about to tip.
I feel desperate, without a vision of where the wind will take me
And the memories of you engulf me as I try to swim through the
And I suddenly ask how I could have possibly allowed
Myself to become what I have become, and I realize I want to go
Back to when duplicity and betrayal weren't issues, where it was
so simple and pure,
And I foolishly believed that our true love could endure.