I lie here each night alone in my bed
Just me and the dark and the thoughts in my head
I know where you are, that you’re not alone
While I lie here awake all on my own
I wish I could say I don’t give a damn
But I miss you each moment with all that I am
Each fibre of my being yearns for your touch
For a kiss from the lips that I love so much
I wish I could tell you the hurt that I feel
The heartache inside that just will not heal
It’s said that more time will dull any pain
But these wounds that I have burn again and again
I turn off the tv, switch off the light
And my demons appear to me out of the night
There is no escape, there’s no place I can hide
For these demons I carry deep down inside
And they know how to hurt me, they know what to say
To start the tears flowing, my mind start to fray
They show me your picture and sing me your song
And stomp on my heart as they go along
They never show mercy or allow me to rest
Just scramble the wits that I once possessed
Then daylight arises and brings a new day
And I put on the mask that says I’m ok
I’m tired, so tired, through every day
I wish you were here to chase my demons away
I walk in the world now, dreading the night
Knowing my hardship continues tonight



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