when i said i loved you,
i meant it.
but you tore my heart in two,
when you accused me.
you said mean things.
it turned into my worst nightmare.
i'd die to know you truly love me,
but it's all a dream.
you said we wouldn't be like my parents,
but we were wrong.
the no trust,the yelling.
oh i don't deserve love.
not anymore.
i don't deserve kindness,
if i'm going to be unkind.
oh i don't deserve love.
not yours.
not anyones.
i deserve to die alone.
in my personal hell.
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