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the route to my heart

Poetry By: kachasheenicka savage

i wrote on my way back to me

Submitted:Mar 27, 2012    Reads: 6    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   

the rout to my heart
the route to my heart seem to have lost it's way to love i have lost all of me in this never ending cycle between love hate desperation trieing to
find me and
the one i truly love for life i walk this dark tunnel to look where i am going but i can hardly see my feet to take a step what is happenin to me i go running and running
calling out for someone any one i feel cold lost confused love has lost me all while i am feeling to scared to look back or go forward cause i dont
know where
to go where is the turn to go back to what i once knew i just want to go back but cant seem to find my route back to me i feel like such a fool
how did i get here with out guidence or ground to stand on with out sinking in saddness but the mask i wear of fake smiles is fadeding breaking
and i fall deeper and deeper into these holes and the wounde to my heart get deeper and i wounder wears is up from here how will i ever get
back to the love i hold so dear to my soul the
real smiles that i cant fake the laughter i cant stop from comeing like the ocean waves that splash up aginast me i am chained to rocks on a wall
trying to escape the same routines i see everyday to venture new but what if thoses place don't except someone like me or worse beat me for being
diffcult or different i see no way near my exite yet still i am spinning around and around running up and down all while it get smaller and harder
to breath i scream i cry i shout but nothing changes the dark place i recide in someone please just come get me befor i lose my mind and just jump
through these holes i see befor me and where it will go i will follow only to find my light of which i see closer and closer til when i land and finally
i see an opening and someone is standing there thank fully they come running and my dark tunnel doesnt seem so dark any more it gets lighter
and lighter with each step we take to each other and finilly i see my lover and me my hearts darkness is over cause i finally found me along
with the love i missed so much


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