Take a turn into the wrong arms and let self harm do
Blood is stained poison after choosing this.
One drink was all it took now I am feeling hooked now I can be over looked.
A quick fix became the worst mistake but I am to blind I kind of feel fake.
Everything is a temporary problem for me but it feels like more.
Nobody can see. I don't want to be the one to do it all wrong.
Contract why do you question me when I am unsure?
My Signature is written down but I don't know that I will be able to endure this for sure.
Have they been here before do they know the loss I feel ?
Do they know it sickens me ?I haven't had my fill!
This is crushing me! Its causing me to gain.
I am losing my mind this is make me go insane.
I need full focus on the path that is awaiting me head.
I need to live I can't lay here in this bed.
I will throw it all away but I am still tempted to play.
I need to keep myself from my friends they are now my enemy.
I feel alone but that's only for now.
My sickness will fade but my need to use will always stay.
My determination will be the only thing that keeps it away.
The poison lurks around me taunting me but I am strong.
I won't let it do me wrong I am strong I am strong