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Manic depressive state I'm in today, forever.

Submitted:Oct 24, 2011    Reads: 4    Comments: 1    Likes: 0   

I take look at what I see.
Sin spreading.
Outer skin pealing.
I change the frame.
Glass glistening, things will find optimism soon.
Brightly lit houses with nicely furnished rooms .
I lay there.
He stays there.
Watching me watching him.
If it was ever so simple to stay here.
I would.
Gazing out the window, I see disease, destruction, and misfortune.
To be a statistic would be easy, to fall down and just take it would be predictable.
What's more contradicting is the fact that I like what I'm not receiving.
I endure joy out of what I am foreseeing.
Because it'll never come.
He can never be, and it'll never enable a 'we'.
I'm dead inside.
Decay welcomes me back.
Follows me back.
Turns it's back.


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