My Tears Fall, My Body Hits The Floor

I sit on this couch,
Watching pathetic re-runs,
Wishing,
Waiting,
For someone to come,
And,
Wrap their arms around me,
Whisper cute little nothings in my ear,

Hold me until I fall asleep,
Wake up in their arms,
Just to look up,
And,
See a smile on their face,
As our eyes connect,

Why can't I have this?
Why am I the one to be alone?
Am I going to be Forever Alone?

Mr. Right is not coming along,
Anytime soon,
It will just be one of those life things,
Those crappy life tests,

Is this world not for me?
Should I just leave Karama do it work,
I'll take another drag of my cigarette,
Long, deep,

And take another sip of my rum and coke,
This is for me now.