Silence Is Golden, Apparently.

I wish my life was like a movie,

But sometimes movies are pathetic,

Our lives are like a book,

You open the pages,

You see everything,

The silent tears that fall,

The fake smiles that show,

The not so happy laughs,

I don’t want anyone to see it,

It’s a crappy movie,

With fake everything,

My smile is no real smile,

No more,

My heart is as black as coal,

So is my so called soul,

I want to be left alone,

But sometimes,

I want someone to be there for me,

A shoulder to cry on,

They say it gets better,

But it does not,

Happiness is not a stone throw away,

It’s not even in reach anymore,

Silence tears fall from my eyes,

As I lay in bed at night,

Nobody knows,

Nobody cares,

My heart beats for no one,

As no one’s beats for me,

Cry, cry, cry,

I shall,

As long as my heart shall beat,

Fuck this so called world,

It only spins for assholes anyways.