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Poetry By: kdoll

I wrote this just a few weeks after my husband commited suicide. Perhaps I should have waited as I was still full of much pain,hurt,sorrow,hatered,confusion...
It's been a few years now and the hatered,part has left me however,I still feel the hurt and the pain along with the confusion.I suppose in some ways I always will. They say time heals all pain. Don't know if time can heal a shattred heart!

Submitted:Feb 27, 2012    Reads: 48    Comments: 16    Likes: 10   

Why do people commit Suicide? Is there so much pain,that there's no where to hide? Don't they see the path of the pain that cuts deep? Or those left behind are so distraught and losing sleep? Are they blind to all the hearts that will be broken? As if there's nothing to say,No words were spoken. How does anyone move on from here? How do the rest of us get past the pain,the fears? Isn't it awful to think about doing this to your family? Can we continue with life as if we are carefree? How self-centered would you hav e to be To do something like this to your Son and me? I can't contain the pain and the rage. The domino effect that ended with me in a cage. Broken the moment you made your selfish decision, To destroy our family with accurate precision. Now were left to pick up the pieces And try to move on. The life we had left no trace,it's gone. Fortunately we pray,Those of us left behind. Someday we'll mend but scars left behind Leave a pain that won't end.


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