She stands, waiting for something to change.

she breaths, hoping breathing in his scent will make her feel in love again,

she knows, she need to tell him the truth and let him move on.

she cries, because she never imagined feeling any less for him than she did the day they first met.

she hates, herself for ruining their lives by being selfish and wanting more for them both but wanting things to stay the same too.

she holds, his hand and waits for him to look at her and know that some thing is happening

she fears, that he will hate her forever,

she hopes, he understands that the last thing she would ever want to do is hurt him.

she prays, that she can forgive herself for ruining his and her kids lives.

she knows, she will have to forgive herself for she cant lie anymore.

she believes, he knows her well enough to know she is being selfless in a really honest way.

and even tho it hurts and breaks her up inside........

she tells, the man she loved for so many years the she didnt love him no more.

she screams, because now she admits it to him and herself she knows she is right.

she sighs, for she knows she has done the right thing and will feel better one day.

she is me.

Kelly Brett