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Finding the light

Poetry By: kidarox123

Just a little something that bloomed in my mind after i'd had a bad day. It starts out kind of depressing, then of coarse has a happy ending.

Submitted:May 13, 2008    Reads: 198    Comments: 10    Likes: 5   

I don't want to think,

i don't want to feel,

the world outside,

has no appeal,

I just want to,

Shut everything out,

esape to my own world,

and be really loud,

I don't want anything

i don't care about that,

just take away everything,

i'll live in the dark like a bat,

Nothing is worth this,

what brought me here?

this feeling i feel,

is nothing but fear,

Nothings' important,

there's no light ahead,

this is one road,

I'm begining to dread,

What is there to reach for,

when nothing is there,

how do you know,

who really cares,

Thease stupid things,

i bring on myself,

i just want to,

blame everyone else,

Better not to try,

Better not to feel,

The glass between my toes,

is feeling so real,

What do you do,

When you've fallen to far,

what do you do,

once you get in the car,

to get out of here,

and never come back,

when nothing matters,

there's nothing to lack,

sometimes trying,

is trying to hard,

and sometimes it's better,

to give up your cards,

if i drive forever,

will i disappear?

will the end,

even come near?

is it better to,

not feel at all,

or is it better,

to continue to fall,

or is it better,

to put up a fight,

and find your way slowly,

back to the light,

Maybe the light was,

there all along,

i just needed to open my eyes,

and sing with the song,

to reach up ahead,

to grasp the waiting hand,

after all he loves,

every grain of sand,

to grasp and be pulled,

to saftey and freedom,

so i can live forever,

in my chosen kingdom,

to be lifted out of the dark,

and into the light,

wouldn't it be,

such a beautiful sight,

to love and be loved,

or feel nothing at all,

to live in the light,

or continue to fall,

the ulitmate chocie,

the ultimate test,

do i watn to try to be,

the very best?

forever last love,

forever live life,

never give up,

and you'll live in the light.


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