I remember you
the way you smiled at me
the first time we met.
The way you felt
the first time we kissed.
I remember the way
your voice trembled the first time you said
"I Love You"
I remember every moment that we shared.

I remember you
every time I look at my scarred flesh.
I remember you
with every tear that escapes
my red and swollen eyes.
I remember every silent prayer I made,
and every shuddering breath.

I remember the way
you changed that night.
The way you looked at me
with unfamiliar eyes and expressions.
I remember the first strike
and every single one since.
I remember the way you whispered,
"If I cant have you no one will."