you feel insignificant.
unimportant.
like you'll never love again.
you just want to rip out your heart
you never want to look at the opposite sex again and fall in love.
you hate him, wish you could kill him, but love him too much to even touch him.
you cry almost every time you think of him, hear his voice, or see him.
when your away from him your depressed and when your near him, you want to die.
you feel like you just want to curl up in a little ball and disapear.
you wish you'd never layed eyes on him.
you still love him no matter what he does.
you'll still be there for that asshole when hes been hurt.even when you dont want to.
you never want to see his face again, but you cant stop staring at him when hes near.
you just cant stop thinking about him and it huants you like a nightmare.

I told him,"i hope you die"then just walked off nearly crying.

But i refrased it later.

i hope he can never love another girl or man again until hes dead and his body has rott and been torn up by crows and wolves and his remains have been eaten up by maggots.