My heart is free, my head is clear.
I don't run back to your memory every change I get.
But your spirit still echos certain halls in my soul
And most times I let it take hold
And drag me back to those long twisted roads
With pointless conversations
Really loud music
And our mysterious looks that left me shaken
That made it all magical.
I catch my breath when I think someone is you
I hold my tongue with most - try to talk about someting new
Because it's hard for them to understand
Hard even for me to comprehend
That you were here and now your gone
Yet I still feel you.
Still hear you.
And I know I'm happy with my life that's being lived without you.
But what if I live this life without ever seeing you again
Never holding your hand
Never seeing that smile or hearing your voice
Those moments trapped in my heart
And never getting to say goodbye
..... never getting to say goodbye.