I can't fake what I feel
I can't dream what I see
Cause I can feel you looking at me, and I can see your pain, just like I can see my own
frowns and wounds that were never sewnshut
and a brain that can't shut up, or open my lips.
A feeling held so dear but starting to slip
Away from reality back into the dark
And I'm standing where I stood before facing this arc that we call life
and where does it begin?
She moved like air around me - her sent cleared my head
her touch warmed my heart - our laughs filled our beds
our texts became serious our look syncronized by fate
the words I love you I had to hold back though I should have let them escape
her smile is infectious every word I was drawn
like a magnetic force we moved together grew together and never looked down
or away from the fact that the magic we long for was in eachother
so i didnt bother to number our days
till the days ran out then i spent every one after counting the days lost
the precious times stopped and my heart ripped out
without saying a word
bleeding infrot of her smiling
because what good was the truth now? With no one to tell
and nothing to see except you and me
do I still think of her?
every damn day.