I can't believe this is happening to me...
Am I losing sanity?
Do I really believe I can survive?
What is this drive?
I'm so stuck, I can't move on and I can't breathe
But this is a blade I must sheathe
I can't handle all this, its too much,
Yet I can feel your faint touch
Do I have to bleed out the pain?
Do I have to let it drip down the drain?
Do I have to keep drowning?
I can still see you're frowning....
This is who I am, I can't help it if I'm insane
Please erase this pain!
Why can't I see?
Why can't I let out a plea?
I need so much help, yet you're not here
You're refusal is all too clear
Fucking get out of my mind!
I'm not that blind!
I can feel your heart flutter...
You know I'm a cutter.
I just need your guidance, you're transparent words,
I can't hear the songbirds...