looms all around me
prevent me from being me
understands the voices that I hear,
not going away that's been made perfectly clear.
taunts the ridicule this war inside my head
put one foot in front of the other, because I'm just as good as
I picture silence, something I so long to hear
present is the realization of everything I fear
has reached its all time high
Disorder, mentally ill, failing
want to die.
want to fail you-you have given me so very much.
Insanity prevents feeling Reality I want to touch
Derogatory, belittling, demeaning I am being
demoralized each day
nothing doing I can't make these voices go away.
hinder my emotions, falter my steps and progress? They
everyday a tad bit more inside of me dies.
is a lifetime without sane thoughts intact
lifetime of sanity is an unseen shore of reality in
comes, I finish this then
Otherwise death is where Ill be
able to begin