Loving Her is so Much Easier
I was beat up - loving men wasn't easy for me.
I tried. But everything was a fight.
Then I stopped trying to love them.
I stopped trying to be something I'm not.
But I didn't stop caring.
I didn't stop loving.
I liked her laugh and she liked mine.
I told her - I love men, but they don't love me. She hugged me.
Hugging her was so easy, so natural.
Liking her was easier.
We hang out - see stuff - talk about everything and anything.
She has always liked women.
There was no doubt for her.
Not me. I liked both.
She talks to me and we laugh at all kinds of things.
When we disagree - we don't fight - we compromise.
When we sleep - arms and legs mingle - other parts tingle.
When we love - our limbs mingle -our minds meld - and our hearts touch.
I still like men - but loving this woman is so much easier.
Lady Jewells (Jan 2001)