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Thoughts of Ponder

Poetry By: Lavendar

This is a poem about not being appreciated and wondering if leaving is the answer.

Submitted:Dec 5, 2009    Reads: 95    Comments: 1    Likes: 1   

I ponder the sweet thoughts of distance I could cause for I am wounded by my family,

I wonder would it be better to just move away and have no phone,No internet, No connection?

I Ponder this as thoughts flood of how I have always done all I can for them and they nothing in return.

I wonder will it hurt me possibly more than it does them? Will they even learn or would I choose to come back swiftly?

I ponder these as I get burned over and over again and again it hurts my heart and its my sister,mom and or dad!

I wonder if I truly gain love from them, I Ponder if they truly gain a thing from me, I wonder how could I leave thee.?

I Gander over to my left and see my sister's face, It mimicks me and tonts me so I veer to the right there it is my moms face too.

I Ponder in my head is this something that can leave me be? I may move further and further away but, its there and always will remain,

The love I have for them, the heart will not leave the brain... But, the damage they have done is a strain on such a one loving them is no longer

fun or easy but, now a chore so shall I choose to hit that button, hit the Ignore!??

I ponder,I Wonder and I take a Gander at all angles in my grasp...I think I will close my eyes and take a silent rest.


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