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ONCE I HAVE BEEN

Poetry By: LEBEA
Poetry



POEM ABOUT DEATH, REGRET AND MYSTERY OF LIFE


Submitted:Oct 25, 2006    Reads: 155    Comments: 2    Likes: 0   


ONCE I HAVE BEEN
WHAT SHALL BECOME OF ME?
WILL I BE DROPPED, FLUSHED AND FORGOTTEN LIKE FEACES?
WILL I BECOME A RELIEF IN YOUR HEARTS, LIKE A HAVE BEEN LOATHED ONE?
OR, WILL I BECOME AS IMMORTAL AS THE HORRIFIC MEMORY OF A HAS BEEN LOVED ONE WHO HAS BEEN BEFORE FULFILLING THEIR PURPOSE TO YOU?
I HOPE BUT WONDER; WHAT SHALL BECOME OF MY SOUL ONCE I HAVE BEEN?
THIS ONLY MY HEART KNOWS; THAT ONCE I JOURNEY INTO THE UNKNOWN, LEAVING THE CONTAINER THAT ONCE CONTAINED THE BLESSING THAT IS ME;
I SHALL SMILE, LAUGH AND WEEP AT THE KNOWLEDGE THAT I HAVE BEEN A FOE, A FRIEND AND A LOVED ONE, WHEN I BECOME ONE OF THE HAVE BEENS.
WHEN THE TRANSFORMATION IS COMPLETE AND THE UNKNOWN IS REVEALED, BECOMING KNOWN TO ME AS ONE OF THE HAVE BEENS. I WILL FEEL RELIEVED AND PREPARED TO FACE THE UNKNOWN UNIVERSE OF THE HAVE BEENS. KNOWINH THEN WHAT IS TO BECOME OF MY SOUL I WILL WISH TO INFORM ALL THE BEINGS ABOUT THE MYSTERIES OF THE HAVE BEENS.
I FEAR NOT THE TRANSFORMATION ITSELF, FOR WE ARE ALL GOING TO UNDERGO THE PROCESS, BUT I FEAR MOST, THE UNKNOWN FEELING THAT WILL DWELL UPON MY HEART AT THE EXACT MOMENT DURING THE TRANSFORMATION. HOW WILL I FEEL WHEN I BECOME?
THIS I TELL YOU SO THAT YOU PREPARE FOR THE UNKNOWN.
I WILL JOIN THE HAVE BEENS KNOWING THAT MY LIFE WAS BOTH FRUITFUL AND BLESSED.
I WILL SMILE AT THE THOUGHT OF KNOWING THAT MY SEEDS ARE RIGHTEOUSLY SOWN INTO ALL YOUR SOULS.
I WILL LAUGH AT THE KNOWLEDGE THAT I HAVE FULFILLED MY SOUL'S PURPOSE WITH ULTIMATE POTENTIAL.
I SHALL GO FREELY INTO THE DARKNESS OF THE LIGHT JOINING THE HAVE BEENS, KNOWING THAT I HAVE MADE LOVE TO ALL YOUR SOULS AND ENJOYED THE MULTI-ORGASMIC CLIMAX THAT YOUR SOULS HAVE REACHED AND THUS BECOMING AN IMMORTAL MEMORY IN YOUR HEARTS.
MY HEART FILLED WITH SADNESS FOR LEAVING LOVED ONES AND ALL OF YOU WHOM I HADN'T HAD THE PLEASURE OF MEETING IN THE KNOWN UNIVERSE; I WILL JOURNEY INTO THE UNIVERSE UNKNOWN TO ALL THE BEINGS.
MY SOUL WILL ONLY WEEP AT THE GOOD AND BAD MEMORIES FLASHING THROUGH MY WINDOWS AND AT THE THOUGHT OF NEVER AGAIN MAKING LOVE TO YOUR SOULS IN THIS KNOWN LAND OF THE BEINGS.
FORGETTING WHILE ACCEPTING FATE, DESTINY AND FULFILLED PURPOSE, I WILL HAPPILY EMBRACE THE TRANSFORMATION. KNOWING THAT I SHALL NOT BECOME A SAINT I WILL SHED ONLY ONE TEAR OF REGRET, REGRETING THE LOVE REJECTED WHEN OFFERED DURING MY TIME WITH THE BEINGS.
I WILL ACKNOWLEDGE THE MEANING THAT IS LIFE AS MY SOUL IS DECLARED A HAS BEEN AND MY CONTAINER BECOMES THE ASH AND DUST THAT IT ONCE WAS.
AS I RUN INTO THE NEW WORLD, MY SOUL WILL WONDER WHAT SHALL BECOME OF IT?
AND AT THAT MOMENT I WILL BE ASSURED THAT I HAVE BEEN, BY THE TEARS THAT YOU WILL SHED AT THE ACCEPTANCE CEREMONY OF THE RECENTLY HAVE BEEN.
YET I STILL WONDER, WHAT SHALL BECOME ONCE I HAVE BEEN?
COMPOSED BY: MAAKE TL.




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