Altered States Have Once Paved My Ways

I don't know
where I had left to
some things stayed
with you

the rage,
anger
pain

remained the partner
for you

I, unrecognized
you, patronized
by the words
I grew
in my garden
of dark moods

I had gone for long
in a vast desert
of quenching thirst
of starving
for the better me

shattered glass
broken spirits
linger
distilling the air

while you whisp
with your loving net to
snag
clasp
and bag

to make it ok

will you notice
and will you
forgive

the ways
of my altered state
the ones that bound
and drowned
the energies
of your soul

for me

too much to ask
I realize
I'm passed
such glory hope
for my wrongs are many

for your forgiveness to bestowe