I Know Nothing At All

Poetry By: leesah
Poetry

Been in the hospital for two weeks and finally got a clear diagnosis. I have lupus. It took many blood tests and body scans to come up with that, but now I'm back home, filling up with steiroids and planning to kick this into remission, which I am hopeful since I have those around me that did the same.
Missed booksie and my fellow writers and hope all is well with you.
I wrote this while in the hospital and it's just an expression of how I was feeling at the time.

Submitted:Jul 3, 2007 Reads: 118 Comments: 9 Likes: 0

I lost the sun
in flustering moods
of some kind
of bad weather

too much of weakness
in veins getting
thinner
life is only a dream
and it only gets
better

if I'm fading
tell me to stay
and maybe I'll plead
my case
for this race

to be like you or him
or the muscle head in the gym
I'll just settle for me like before

and this one
this is not for the flowery
moments to give away

just a recount
just a reminder to me
that I thought I knew
but I guess I live
to know that I know
nothing at all