My World Of Alone

I'm not as you see

A jaded heart, with nothing

to offer and to please

the story goes

my fall, the obscure path

how was I to know

all the losing of what I had

sorrow warm and encompassing

the only company

in my arms of dark engrossing

daylight wants to shine

over all I covered in a deep

darkened shrine

my only world

this world is mine to keep

alone am I my own queen

to the vast land of lonliness

for this lonley spirit

wanders and stirs

grieving it's once steadfast blood

of strong body, though now hurts

I cry no more

and waiting I have given up

the world of make-believe

for a space of endless void

for me