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Can't Forgive Myself

Poetry By: LizLew


Submitted:Sep 2, 2011    Reads: 105    Comments: 7    Likes: 3   

How do you break what's already in pieces,
Another words, how can you break me?
Get your head out of the clouds, you're useless, pathetic,
You were a mistake and now I'm paying for it.
All these words you've said before,
You're the one who made me fall.
With your death, mine followed close behind,
There were so many things yet to find.
You left this earth and filled it with rain,
Sorrow follows you in a form of a train.
Our bounds have been snapped, just like your life,
Why couldn't you just stay alive?
You're final words of goodbye,
They hurt more than the reason why.
Your blood was spilled and mixed with my tears,
My hands are covered in blood smears.
Why did you go there without me, why!
No one could hear your desperate cries.
How could you be so stupid? Now you're dead.
What was going on in your head?
"I love you," you whispered, eyes starting to shut,
Your last expression one of love.
How can you not hate me, your death is my fault,
This guilt will always have its hold.
"I love you," I whispered back with pain,
But it was too late, your soul had left this plane.
I blame myself for everything, for all of this,
I hate it, but can't deny it.
I'm sorry for the train that crushed your dreams,
I'm sorry for destroying everything.
I'm sorry for ending everything that was meant to be,
I'm sorry for your death, please forgive me.
Even If I Can't Forgive Myself.


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