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I Wonder, Lost

Poetry By: Lost Writer

My best guy friend, who I've known for 14 years, is in love with me, and I don't know how I should feel, he is more like a brother to me. So I wrote this poem to help try and explain my feelings...

Submitted:Jan 10, 2014    Reads: 12    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   

I wonder why I sit here re-thinking our conversations.
Wonder why I care what comes out of my mouth.
Wonder why I care how I look and what I wear.
Wonder why I second guess myself when you're around.
Wonder why we're not like we were before.
I wonder if it's something I did to make things change.
Wonder if I could've done anything differently.
Wonder if I am overreacting.
Wonder if I am just scared to care too much.
Wonder if we could go back to the old ways.
I wonder now if I don't feel the same way as you do.
Wonder now if I have been a fool thinking it was nothing more.
Wonder now if I am feeling the same way.
Wonder now if I need to let my guard down around you.
Wonder now if we could be truly happy in the way things have changed.


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