Collapsed Curtains

I want to close my eyes,

[I want you to hold me tight...]

Let me fade.

[When I open my eyes I die...]

You're not there.

[You always leave me when I need you most...]

Don't ever tell me,
Your I love you's,
If it's not the same,
As mine.

[How can I lose what I never had...]

Before I rest my head,
Before I close my eyes,
I will know you love me.

Won't I?

I'm pushed under,
I've been pulled further down,
I want to go all the way.
I've been waiting so long,

Just let me die all the way.