Conception

For I do not recognize,
My own voice,
Nor my prototype,

Remember the pure sound,
Of innocence. Health.
Our memory fading,

Because you want it to.
Our forever is now,
An end.

Though it seems lacking.

For textures I can not recognize,
My sight has born gray,
I can not remember.

Always disturbing my original context,
Why did I stay?
Why let myself marinate in your self torment?

For our hearts on a dignified float,
Yet your conscience,
Sailed us apart.

For I can not recognize,
This monster in the mirror,
I'm in denial of me.

I drove and drove,
The best night of my life,
Yet I crashed.

For you couldn't do it,
Doctor couldn't fix me like you wanted,
Off of life support I am now.

Didn't expect that I wouldn't haunt you like you did me.. didn't you?