Every Second

I break every time you smile,
I hurt when you last another while.

I want to believe you when you lie,
I want to live when I feel I want to die.

Every time I run I trip and fall,
I know I'm lost within them all.

I look at you and just cry,
I still want you to be mine.

Every month you're with your lover,
What about me? I have no other.

I use to laugh, I use to play,
But now I think of you everyday.

You love me? No you don't,
Be with me? No you wont.

I begged you not to leave,
All this pain you can't believe.

If I were gone would it be true,
Who would it be that would be through?

The more and more I look in your eyes,
The more I know I'm losing my life.

We no longer talk,
I no longer walk.

You no longer see me,
I no longer be.

I miss you so much,
I long for your touch.

But you're in arms of The Other,
And I still don't want another.