I Hold The Broken

My body within,
Pendulous.
My mind,
Screwed,
Impaired,

Taking a part of me,
Piece by piece.
My body,
Forever not my own.
Leisurely shutting down,
Inch by inch.
The agony in my heart,
Will never amount,
To the tears I shed.
To forget you,
Absurd.
Hollow inside,

My thoughts echo,
"Why can't anybody hear me?"
Just a thin layer,
Tap me once and I forever break.
Alone I break.

Alone I die.
Alone I starve for love...
Have you ever died before?
I have.
For each time I die,
I die permanently inside.
I look in the mirror,
And it is forever empty,
No one shall ever be there.
I want to forget,
I pray to let go,
But I'm in love with what I can't have.