Resist Again and Fall

My soul I refuse to keep,
The love I refuse to give has me breaking,
But I don't want to break anymore.
These tears I neglect to shed,
The feelings I regret to tell,
The hope I abstain to desire,
Is killing me.

I'm falling,
Crashing within myself,
Yet I can't do anything about it.

I've become crippled and forsaken,
I am an empty void I let no one fill.

I fear I'll become stupid,
Trust and give my hand,
To the person who will let go when I'm on the edge.

I know what you feel,
I see the pain bleed from your ears,
I smell the agony pouring through your sweat.

All hope is lost.
But not for you.

Never fear the anguish you feel,
I will steal this Bliss Thief,
Taking your weakness,
And giving you my antidote.

Don't pity the hurt you're suppose to feel,
Just leave me be,
As I kill myself,
Ever so softly.