I Was Told to Never Surrender

Never Surrender

I was told never to give up,
I was always told to keep trying.
What if I don’t want to?
What if I want to give up?

I want to surrender,
I want to give up.
I want to just say fuck it
and leave this life.

I don’t want to feel this way.
I don’t want to continue on.
I don’t want to feel this pain.
I don’t want the tears running down my face.

I just want safety.
I just want freedom.
I just want to be happy.
I just want to stop crying.

I was told to never surrender.
I was told to keep on going through it all.
What if I don’t want to suffer?
What if I just want to die?

A/N: Just something I randomly came up with xD This isn't my actual feelings... At least not currently. They used to be a year or two ago but I'm fine now ^ ^ The real name is Never Surrender but the name is already taken on here -____-