Because You Came Back

Because you weren't here

My life has fallen apart

Now your here

You took me away from everything I had

That you took away in the beginning

I have spent my life gaining it back

Just for you to come back and take it

You took me away from my friends

I know I love you

But you bring pain

You make me insane

I can't decide between you

And the pain you bring

Or the life I had before you

The loved ones I don't see anymore

Or the chance in my personality

All are a part of you

I have my sisters and brothers to think about now

I have then to love and protect

They don't remember all the pain

So I have to make sure they don't get hurt

I can't run away

You want me to fight

I have to hide my fear

My emotions are out of sight

Because you weren't here

I was okay

Now your here

And i'm torn

Please don't make this hard

I want to ignore the fear

I'm afraid to fall

But I have already fallen

It's above me to fix

All I can do is love my family

And carry on