Sadness follows us.
It brings the hollowness inside me.
Ive cried so much i like tears.
I like the darkness.
I like the blood,
but i dont like the pain in side of me.
you ask me why i wear a jaket.
its becuse of my pain.
its my shelter.
it hides me from the hell that is the outside world.
I miss the light.
I miss feeling whole,
but I dont miss what made me like this.
I am changed and i dont want to change back.
I feel the pain in my tears as i cry.
sometimes i feel dead,
but i shall never leave...
the ones who care.
note: This is dedicated to my best friend kristen. you hate when i cut and when i cry. and you'd hate for me to die. so i shall not leave you. (the pic is of me and kristen)