Pain in my tears

Sadness follows us.

It brings the hollowness inside me.

Ive cried so much i like tears.

I like the darkness.

I like the blood,

but i dont like the pain in side of me.

you ask me why i wear a jaket.

I reply...

its becuse of my pain.

confused much?

its my shelter.

it hides me from the hell that is the outside world.

I miss the light.

I miss feeling whole,

but I dont miss what made me like this.

I am changed and i dont want to change back.

I feel the pain in my tears as i cry.

sometimes i feel dead,

but i shall never leave...

the ones who care.

-MalPal

note: This is dedicated to my best friend kristen. you hate when i cut and when i cry. and you'd hate for me to die. so i shall not leave you. (the pic is of me and kristen)