I am the deceiver, I am the thorn
I wonder what will happen to us
I hear the voices in my head telling me I’m wrong
I want to be free
I am the deceiver, I am the thorn

I pretend I understand
I feel paranoid, anxious, lost
I worry that things are lost forever
I cry for all the pain I keep inside
I am the deceiver, I am the thorn

I understand what I have done wrong
I say that I am sorry, I love you, I care about you
I dream of going away forever
I try not to cry
I am the deceiver, I am the thorn