I cant look to the future
I cant forget the past
I've hurt too many people
And i've changed so many paths
These feelings inside me will never go away
No matter how much it hurts , this pain is here to stay
Sorry is a word i'll never understand
I've used it so many times
It's starting to become quite bland
I look in the mirror and dont know who i am
Who is this person staring at me ?
Is he from another land ?
Of course its not its you inside
It just feels that the other you has died
Who i am now and who i used to be
Couldnt be more different
Its clearly plain to see
The world revolves around me
Im selfish emotionally
Why should i care about other people
What use are they to me ?
This may not all be true
But this is how i feel
Feeling depressed and ill
So if i went tommorow
who would really care
Apart from the obvious people
There is noone really is there ?