I've been trying to disintegrate

Into all of our true failings

Trying to coloquialise

The sufferers through selfish eyes

I am dying to belong to you

To do the things you tell me to

Just like Janey killed her mom

Her brother broke his arm

With whirlwind heat and flash

I have to get my stash

I've been dying to tell you lately

How good you have been looking

Dying almost daily, for another piece of pudding

Let the ghost of  mistakes past

Kill the ghost of lovers present

Let the world drop an atom bomb

And say

I cut my heart open now

Just like Janey killed her mom.