I wish i could, but I can't

I wish you would, but you won't

I'd like to think, but I'm too tired

From tuning into cable wires

I wish for stars, the sky is dark

I wish for me, but I'm not there

I'm saying soothe unaware

I want too much, I want nothing

I wish for rust, get stainless steel

I try for home,  invent the wheel

I wish for words, I lose voice

I want to choose, I have no choice

I dream for you, I have nightmares

I wake myself

You're not there.

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