I'd rather end this with anger,
If I don't I'll come back to you like a beggar.
I'd rather end with hatred towards you,
Because deep down I know I still love you.
I'd rather end this detesting you in every way,
If I didn't I would be on my knees asking you to stay.
I'd rather see you as my eternal enemy,
If I didn't I would continue to love you endlessly.
I'd rather wish you the worst than the best,
If I didn't I know I wouldn't pass this test.
I'd rather destroy your painful memory today,
If I don't it will destroy me day by day.