Lying here
On the floor
Paralyzed with fear
Wishing, hoping
Praying, dreaming
Wanting him right here
I'm afraid
I can't go back
I had my chance and blew it
I know it's stupid
I know it's dumb
But I think I love him, shit
I never thought
I could love
I thought I was too jaded
They never knew
I knew enough
To soldier up and make it
So now I sit
Right back up
I have to keep pretending
I have to do this all again
To keep my world from ending
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