Melodies resounding in my head

Thoughts of you consume me

A pain aches in my heart

When I realize how much I miss you

But I shouldn't

But I do

Loneliness creeps up behind me

It laughs in my face

Making me feel unworthy

Yelling that I'm delusional

That nothing could ever be

Hope is what I find myself cling to

But hope makes me dependant

I have to make my own happiness

Or I will never find it

Loneliness sees to that

I am forever loveless

Because you've forsaken me

Now my shell is stronger than ever

Sceptical to the world

Bitter, pessimistic, depressed

If it has to be this way

A noose seems pleasing to me

Or a razor blade

Penetrate the veins

Let my anger and grudge pour out of me

Build up into a pool of what I'm leaving behind

You're not there to save me

You never were

You'd be oblivious to me slowly fading

Becoming numb to the world

The light leaves my eyes

The pumping of a forsaken heart fades into silence

All that is left of me

Are the tears of my cold opened eyes.