Confused, Hurt, and Insane

Raindrops are falling again

And you gotta know I am bawling again

Ya know, I actually could say I felt love

But now I can say that I am a shove

Do you care? I doubt it

Now all I can do is sit.

And wait... And wait.. And think

I was on the brink

Of actually letting myself love you

But now... Now I am blue

So alone and so dead

I really just wanna go to bed

But I can't, thanks to my empty heart

So you play your part

While I mend my soul

With some heavy rock and roll

While you play away

And I save my day

My brother will help

And I might yelp

As my heart shatters

While my brain chatters

So enjoy this poem

While I am solomn

Enjoy this, bitch

As I get rich

From this stupid heartbreak

And that fake cake.