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Refused To Let Go

Poetry By: Mizaru
Poetry


I don't write poems much but I had to do this on behalf of battered women...my aunt used to be in that situation and I am so happy she got out of it. I hope everyone finds it empowering somehow.


Submitted:Nov 25, 2008    Reads: 56    Comments: 1    Likes: 0   


Refused to Let Go

 
It all started on our first date,
Dinner, movie, the night went great
He gently clasped his hand in mine
He refused to let go
 
Months passed and was like a dream
Bliss felt so peaceful and serene
We were inseparable, we were a team
We refused to let go
 

A year has gone by and turned so strange

His attitude slowly became deranged

Anger in his voice and strength in his grasp

He refused to let go
 
Locked inside my house like a vault

What did I do wrong? It must be my fault

He hurt me for the first time, but then forgave

I refused to let go
 
More pain more hurt, more severe
Tonight he threw me through a chair

But I know this man: a good father, provider--I know inside he cares

I refused to let go
 
I’m getting worn, tired and stressed

I think I need to get out of this mess

As I was about to go pack
He refused to let go
 
His hands around my throat I cried

I never thought today I would be the day I died

But after my fight, I managed to stay alive

I refused to let go
 

I refused to let go of my children, my family, and importantly my life

I refused to continue living in denial when the truth is so clear

I refused to have anyone control my self of being

I refused to let go of ME.




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