Craving Hell

Craving Hell...

There's something buried deep inside my heart

My feelings for you isn't the same

You hurt me time and time, how am I suppose to stay sane

I'm lost inside myself

I find myself craving hell

I love you doesn't mean anything to you

Toast to the things you say, the things you do

I feel like I have so much to prove

I'm a fool to accept your apologies

but there's nothing left for me to lose

My life is a test and I know I fail

Each time my eyes close, I beg and pray

I'm tired of living in denial

My train is on the point of derail

My words run dry as the tears cascade

I find myself craving hell

I've been locked for too long in this cell

Everyday I try so hard to be nice, to care and love, to be your love

I can't, I'm done trying to fly like a dove

Give me a shovel I'll dig my own grave so that I can find myself

Craving Hell...