I want to cry, I want to scream..
I want to drown myself, in a never ending sea..
I don't like myself, I don't like what I have to be.
If you could live my life, I'm sure you would really see..
Just why.. why I am the way I am.
Just why.. why I can't really live.
Memories flash back, come back and I relive..
All of the pain, all of the fear..
All of the hatred, I hold near..
I just want to stop, stop this life..
With my friend, my friend the knife.
I can't, I won't.. I'm too afraid..
All of these memories, these memories I have made.