I feel numb. I want to cry, but I have no tears.
I feel dumb, mindless and blind through all the years.
A deep abyss, down in my heart.. can't climb out.
Can't escape, can't run away. So I'm trapped day by day.
My heart is a cage, and it's locked.. Holding up my rage.
With a burst of anger, I swing and miss.. hit blurry glass mirror..
As it breaks, my wrist bleeds.. my fear, it does feed.
I watch it drain, so it does... Like a pool of blood as rain.
This new year, will fly right past.. all of our lives, weren't meant to last.